You know what, I'm actually so tired of living this way. I need something to change, within the next week. I can't do this for another week. I'm tired of spending all this time craving someone else's approval and never feeling good enough. I'm tired of waking up with no motivation at all to do … Continue reading Stuck


Eight Point Five out of Ten

I don't know where to start with this, all I know is that I need to write it down, get it out. Get a grip. Look at the big picture. I'll start with the reasons why I kissed two boys I'm not actually interested in while I was drunk last week. It's kinda fun. This … Continue reading Eight Point Five out of Ten


The sound of the cleaning lady vacuuming in the living room wakes me up at around 10 AM and the first thing I notice is that I'm incredibly thirsty. I sit up and empty the glass of water I put next to my bed the day before (thank you, sober me) and the next thing I … Continue reading Flatline

The Alarm Bells are Always Ringing

I'm okay. I think. I'm feeling... okay. A little thing happens. Just tiny. A message from someone, passing a stranger on the street, looking into other people's lives through their living room window, walking into a crowded supermarket. Sometimes it's losing control for a moment. Sometimes nothing at all even happens, sometimes the feeling just … Continue reading The Alarm Bells are Always Ringing